This is my first publicly written anything. I am not the greatest writer nor someone who has extraordinary skills with words but life has reached a really hard place. It has been pretty stagnant for a while now. I feel as if there is no one that I can completely open up to and it is making me go crazy. I am totally sure that no one will ever read this but there is some satisfaction in knowing that I can completely open up with no inhibitions to the infinite open space that is the whole interconnected world wide web. Kind of like taking a deep breath and exhaling all that stuffy air. I hope that I will be able to find some solace in this form of expression and be able to maintain a certain level of sanity. Right now, I just want to put this out there. I hope that slowly I will be able to process so many things that lie heavily on my mind and even more so on my heart.